Distracted by just securing the journal, she was shocked when he grabbed her and pinned her down. She couldn't move, though she tried wiggling as much as she could, groaning with frustration. He had the journal, though she hadn't let go, and while she gave up supporting herself, she at least grabbed the page she'd just written with her other hand and ripped it out, crumbling it up in her hand. She was willing to burn it or do whatever she needed, but for now she couldn't even move.