"I applied for all sorts of positions," Justin replied, "the Muggle Liaison office, and International Magical Law and Junior Assistant to the Minister and...well, lots of things. I know I'm not technically qualified for most of the things for which I applied, but I figured I could apply anyway. The worst that can happen is that I don't get hired!" And there wasn't any harm in that, was there? Even if he didn't get hired at all, at least he'd tried. He wasn't afraid of failing becuase he could always learn from the experience. "And, yes. That's what Dad did for us. All of his paychecks were to keep Mum and I in a good house with good food on the table. And he paid for us to go on vacations and for my schooling and extracurricular activities. He bought me lots of books! I will do that for you and Dennis and Rose. I will take care of all of you," he smiled. That's what he wanted to do. What was the point of having the money if he couldn't use it to take care of his family?
And, no, Justin never really knew what he was doing when it came to kissing or touching. He'd read about things before he'd been caught, but he hadn't done them. And when it came to any of this, he figured he might understand why Colin was a kinesthetic learner. And, really, just being close to Colin in every way possible made him feel so remarkably good that it really did not matter whether or not he had all of the answers because he could learn the answers along the way. Being with Colin was the only place where Justin felt like he didn't have to know everything all the time. He had no idea what was going to happen between them in the coming weeks, bu he didn't need to know until Colin wanted to tell him. What he did know was that he wasn't about to let Colin go right now. And he definitely wasn't going to let go without a fight because, Merlin, he loved this man so much.
In response, he deepened the kiss just slightly, hands moving downward--his fingers traced lightly over Colin's neck and then his clothed shoulders and sides until his hands rested at Colin's hips. If there was a chance he couldn't have this forever, he was going to kiss Colin like there was no tomorrow.