Lavender frowned a little at that. She still felt guilty, even more so now that Dean was dead. Even when she'd been so happy that she could be with Seamus again, she'd felt horrible for what (she thought) she'd helped do to Dean. "Babies are important," Lavender echoed softly, though she still felt guilty.
"I honestly don't think you're going to be able to decide who you love more, Colin. Because I think you love both of them equally, if in different ways, and that's not going to change right now. You just need to figure out... how to make this hurt the least, how to make it work... what solution would make you happiest." She quieted briefly and then admitted, "I know who it is, love. It's Zach, isn't it? I figured it out before... Zach and I are really good friends, he's Lily's Godmother. And he'd mentioned to me how he told his boyfriend that he had to get married, that's how I put it together. He.... he really loves you a lot, Colin."