Colin listened quietly before shrugging. "It's just...I guess Justin doesn't want to share...but I thought I had to choose before he told me. People have been telling me that it's not okay to love two people at the same time, and both of the people I love have said that they just want me to be happy no matter what happens. They really aren't making me choose. They aren't telling me to choose. I let them tell me what they wanted."
There was a slight sigh. "There are just...there's a lot. One of them has to get married and all. Not Justin. Justin doesn't have to get married. I don't know how to think about it. I'm still trying to process marriage and sleeping with other people and things. I'm trying to remember to mention everything...so I don't make either of them look bad, because they aren't. They are good people. It's just...I have to figure out what I want, don't I? I know what they want, so now I have to figure out what I want."