She snorted again; he kept making her do that even though she was sad. But how could she help it when he was talking about sperm like that? Chas shook her head, a tiny smile staying on her lips even as she quieted again. "I loved him," she admitted, glancing down at her hands. "Only I didn't realize it until too late, I guess." She shrugged. "And now... I don't really know what to do? The Healer said it was still early enough to get rid of it, but I said no. I couldn't even consider it, you know... because it's his. Or ours. I think Patience was happy I said no to that though."