It was odd to think about Fletcher beyond shagging him or shagging both him and Tiberius at the same time or some other thought process related to sex. Zach had shared some smokes with Fletcher at the hospital, and they had talked about some things, not sex things. But it hadn't been violent would you want to kill my boyfriend things. Perhaps it was foolish not to be afraid with people like T or Fletcher, but Zach wasn't really. They were dangerous, but they had no reason to hurt him.
Zach thought about the question, honestly. "If he said he wanted to kill you specifically, no," Zach replied. If he said that about most anyone Zach actually knew, he probably wouldn't. He hadn't wanted to know any of those things about Fletcher. "I don't know," Zach admitted, "He's really strange for a Death Eater in that way. His boyfriend loves muggles and muggle things. And Fletcher has a telly and muggle videos and stuff. It's not always black and white for me. He loves someone who loves muggles, and...I feel like Tiberius makes him a better person. And maybe him knowing people who like muggles and muggleborns would help."
He hadn't thought about it that way very much before, hadn't bothered to. "If good people don't interact with people who were raised to be bad, would they ever change?" Zach asked, though it wasn't the main point of their conversation. It was just...a new thing that Colin had made him wonder about.
But he tried to focus, reaching across to try to touch Colin's arm and hoping that was okay. "Maybe having sex without feelings isn't right for you," Zach suggested, "but there's a kind of sex - I don't mean the feelings part - that I've realized I greatly enjoy, and I don't feel you'd understand it either. People are...complicated, different. And I don't know how to explain it. I'm rubbish at explaining it."
He sighed, a bit frustrated with himself. "Do I ever stop hurting you?" Zach muttered to himself under his breath.