Zach just didn't get it. Colin was so utterly amazing and loved him, so he had said. And Colin wasn't the lying type. And Zach...Zach loved him, how could he not? But he didn't deserve to be loved back by someone as good and sweet and kind and- Colin was right there, and Zach was having a hard time looking at him or looking away.
"I know," he whispered, almost more of a whine. Merlin almighty, why did such good men like him? His eyes shot up wide when Colin mentioned leaving. And fuck, it was better...for Colin if he left, but it scared him so much to think of him going and not coming back. Oh he was a horrible person, horrible, for wanting to keep Colin with him, there, when he knew who he was, how he was.
"Why are you so...," Zach sighed, bad with words, "Good to me?"