Zach took more photos of himself, not trying to smile or anything. He didn't care to hide it from Colin. He wasn't trying to, even now. But that didn't mean he knew how to...communicate...stuff. Zach didn't, not in a way Colin would understand. That's why he was taking the photos. It would hurt if...when, no, if, no, fuck, Colin left him. But Zach knew Colin would be better off for it, and that...Zach couldn't hold it against anyone he liked, loved, to be happy, even...especially without him. But Colin didn't get it.
Having put Hector back on the table, Zach just...sort of listened to Colin talk, nodding a little since he forgot Colin couldn't see him. His head stayed down after that, did until he felt a hand in it. Zach looked up, mildly confused, "You shouldn't have to. You don't have to." Zach didn't even know why Colin was there. He supposed since Colin came before, he was still...in the dark about it all.