She heard Seamus come into the room, but Lavender kept her eyes closed. She couldn't look at him, she just couldn't. If she did, she thought she might start crying. "I sub-let the apartment because I didn't know if I'd be coming back. I told the girl who was renting it she could stay for the length of the lease, so..." So she didn't have anywhere to stay. And somehow, in her head, she'd thought she could just come home and stay with Seamus. She'd even half had this image of them sharing his room, and... well. That wasn't going to work. Fuck.