Merlin, he didn't even want to think about her right now. He could still hear her sobs, crying as hard as he had ever heard her and he hadn't heard his mum cry like that ever. She had refused to leave Fred's side since and he had to walk away before he completely lost it when he set eyes on him...
With numb fingers, he let Hermione entwine their fingers together, wishing he hadn't said anything, wishing that this was all not happening, wishing that he could still have one more chance to talk to his brother, one more chance to say 'you had it right all along'...
He whispered her name as she held him, because sometimes, that was the only name that gave him strength to go on.