Xand
Yeah Xander I know. It's just... there was that week with Dean where I had the baby, you know? What if this is time where I have her and she's going to get ripped away again? There's this small part of me that's preparing myself for that. I know that if that happens there is absolutely nothing I can do, Kyle can do, you can do, etc. I just... wish sometimes that all of us could go home. Not that home was that wonderful, it's just, at least there I knew that people couldn't get ripped away from us. Not like how it is here. Does that make sense?
Then when are you coming over? 'Cause Jules remembers you. She's had all sorts of stories to tell about her Uncle and I'm not going to tell you anything else because it'd probably be kinda freaky. Even though it's good. :)
Here's hoping that it stays like it is for awhile, huh? And I'm going to knock on wood right now.