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bloody_carrie (bloody_carrie) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-07-31 15:25:00

Entry tags:

carrie white, emma frost, god, lucifer, toki wartooth

Wha...how..how'd I get here?

Momma tried to kill me, I tried to get away, then the blue tornado came and..I woke up in a hospital?

If God did this...why now? If she told me I was a possessed and a witch.

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	elitistqueen 2008-07-31 02:46 pm UTC (link)
	I doubt God is responsible for this, darling. Are you hurt? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 02:50 pm UTC (link)
	Who're you? I...it's not as painful as it was. I guess I'm ok. He probably isn't..but..how? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elitistqueen 2008-07-31 02:53 pm UTC (link)
	Emma Frost. And your name is? And you'll get better. What did she do? That lovely gentleman who posted beneath me? Click that link. There's an explanation there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 02:58 pm UTC (link)
	Carrie White He showed me. I asked for my..things. The wallet..it spells my name as Carry..my last name is White, not Mitchell. These..aren't my clothes either. ..She..she tried to kill me. Told me I was a product of sin-a witch..and she came after me with a knife. ~~why momma~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elitistqueen 2008-07-31 03:01 pm UTC (link)
	It's nice to meet you, Carrie. When we arrive here, we replace someone. It's to be expected that you'd have different identification. Are you well enough to be leaving on your own? Your mother was incorrect. You aren't a witch. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 03:05 pm UTC (link)
	You still didn't give me your name. I...they same I'm fine, but..they want to keep me until a guardian can pick me up-I don't have anyone. ~~not momma~~ I tried to tell her that..she wouldn't listen. I have powers..I can move things if I concentrate hard enough..made them all pay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elitistqueen 2008-07-31 03:08 pm UTC (link)
	I did, darling. Emma Frost. You call me Ms. Frost. I can pick you up. In which hospital are you staying? You're special. You're not the only one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 03:10 pm UTC (link)
	name and address thank you..no..no one ever called me that..'special? I'm..not alone.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elitistqueen 2008-07-31 03:13 pm UTC (link)
	You obviously don't know the right people. No, you aren't alone. You'll see. You stay there. Tell them someone's on their way to pick you up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 03:16 pm UTC (link)
	.. thank you I told them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elitistqueen 2008-07-31 03:18 pm UTC (link)
	You're welcome, Carrie. I'm on my way. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	morningbringer 2008-07-31 02:47 pm UTC (link)
	God played no part in it. Nor Satan, if that is your fear. It is a physical law of this universe to draw in people from other universes, and it happened to you. Welcome. There is a [website] that describes the phenomenon in further detail, if you don't mind sparkles. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 02:52 pm UTC (link)
	I don't mind. They're pretty. This..this is too nice and cool for Hell. She told me I was going there... ~~woman's curse witch sinner...shut-up!~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	morningbringer 2008-07-31 02:56 pm UTC (link)
	No mortal can damn another mortal to Hell, no matter what you may have been taught. And this is not Hell. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bloody_carrie
2008-07-31 03:03 pm UTC (link)

But I deserve to be there..I killed..I killed them all-wanted to see them all suffer.

This is London...but, I was in Maine before. The doctor said it was a car crash, but I wasn't in a car. I fell down the stairs, momma tried..was trying to kill me.

*squeezes her eyes shut, the computer shakes a bit, causing her to temporarily go off line before reconnecting*

sorry

I

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	morningbringer 2008-07-31 03:07 pm UTC (link)
	The Lord is more forgiving than once She was. Sins committed by one who is not in her right mind can scarcely be considered sins when she regrets her actions, asks forgiveness, and works to make up for them. You have been given a second chance. I would suggest you prove yourself worthy of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	She? I..I just wanted them to stop laughing at me. They all tricked me and laughed at me. I just want to live without being told every thing's a sin..without people making fun of me. ~~prayin Carrie Carrie White eats shit~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

morningbringer
2008-07-31 03:33 pm UTC (link)

The Lord prefers a female body as of late. It makes little difference what you choose to call "Her." She is as much female as a rock.

You have found a world that fits this description. If by some chance your mother should follow you into this world, I would suggest that you avoid her. "Honor Thy Father and Thy Mother" is only appropriate when they show themselves worthy of honor.

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bloody_carrie
2008-07-31 03:51 pm UTC (link)

I..

she doesn't even love me..I don't even remember the last time when momma said she loved me.

I came back..I wanted to tell her she was right about them laughing.to say I would've spent all night in the closet if I had too.asked her to hold me..but..she stabbed me with a knife, I saw into her head..she thought she was saving me...*starts hyperventilating*

..but she never loved me..

I'm sorry..I know I sound pathetic.

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	quirkyhumor 2008-07-31 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	You're not possessed sugar. And you're not really a witch. You're just gifted. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 07:47 pm UTC (link)
	That's what Ms. Frost told me. It..I don't know what to believe hunches over ~~and if he loves me, like she says he does, why do I feel all alone'~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quirkyhumor 2008-07-31 07:49 pm UTC (link)
	Honey, you can believe me. I never thought you were evil or beyond redemption. And I forgive you for prom night. I know you have repented. I love you, Carrie White. You are my child. Your mother may have carried you, but your God claims you now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	God?...the man who replied said you took a woman's form. Momma..I wanted to tell her I was sorry..she told me she should've given me back to you when I was born. ..thank you. She never even said that to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quirkyhumor 2008-07-31 08:51 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, sweetheart. I'm God. If I had it all to do over again, I probably would have kept you myself, Carrie. She didn't deserve you. It's true, child. I love you. You are forever in the grace of God. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	It wouldn't have been so bad..had she said 'I love you' even once, or not hurt herself to get me to behave. I have another chance here though. Ms. Frost..she said there's a school for people like me. I won't be 'praying carrie' anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quirkyhumor 2008-07-31 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	That's right, sweetheart. You'll like the school. Nobody will make fun of you for being special. They're typical teenagers who will inevitably find something to make fun of you for, but you don't ever have to worry that it's because you're different. And you'll make friends. Those children all know what it's like to be treated differently. They'll understand you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	oh_wowee 2008-07-31 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	You okay? Wakings up in a hospital isn't too good. I does that once, and it scares me. You don't seems possess? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 08:10 pm UTC (link)
	I'm..I'm fine, they told me I could leave once Ms. Frost picks me up. I'm not possessed, I have telekinesis. Momma thought I was possessed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oh_wowee 2008-07-31 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	Good to hears. I don't likes hospitals too much. Wowee, really? That's like movings things with your mind, right? I always wanteds that power, it woulds makes things way easier! Like if you needs something across the room, you don't gots to stands up, you can just thinks it over to you! All I knows how to do is plays the guitar. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't really have much of a choice, it's where the tornado put me. It also makes things harder..if I get mad enough, I end up breaking things. Ms Frost said she'd give me help to control it. I don't know how to play the guitar. Momma never let me listen to any music besides religious folk music. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oh_wowee 2008-07-31 08:31 pm UTC (link)
	Ja, it puts me in a weird fish market first thing. When I first comes here, I replaceds a fisherman! Good to hears you meets a person who can does that! ... Mother and Father wouldn't lets me play guitar, and makes me plays the organ at their church four hours a day to learns all the devotionals. I knows more liturgical musics den I cares to admit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 08:38 pm UTC (link)
	I just replaced a student in a boarding school. It is, she doesn't scream at me the way momma did. It was just momma and me back home, daddy left us when I was three. She said he died but everyone knows he left. Momma said church was just as sinful. We always had sermons at the house. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

oh_wowee
2008-07-31 08:45 pm UTC (link)

I wents to one of those. Music schools. They sends me there after they couldn't takes care of me no more, they says I was evil and would corrupts the parish.

They says that all the other churches is evil, too. Father was a reverends. Mother useds to be a Wife of God but she brokes the oath and den takes a vow of silence. She never talks now. Acepts to pray. I stop talkings to dem before I comes here.

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	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 09:02 pm UTC (link)
	Momma took care of me..but she shoved me into the prayer closet or beat me when she thought I was doing something sinful. She never talked about her family except that they were baptists and going to hell. You're lucky, you got away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oh_wowee 2008-07-31 09:05 pm UTC (link)
	They beats me and chains me in the wood shed if I commits a sin. I don't knows my families other den thems. ... So did you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	..she never went that far..only tried to kill me when she found out I had powers and was keeping them. Only because of the tornado. She tried to kill me and when I tried to escape ,I fell down the stairs and the tornado came. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oh_wowee 2008-07-31 09:13 pm UTC (link)
	But now you is safe. You can has your powers. And you cans be you. Dat's what matters. By the ways, My names is Toki. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloody_carrie 2008-07-31 09:18 pm UTC (link)
	My name's Carrietta White, but everyone calls me Carrie. I have to go. Ms. Frost will be here any minute. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oh_wowee 2008-07-31 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	Hopes to sees you soon, Carrie! (Reply to this) (Parent)