Sam
Hi Sam, I've heard a lot about you. He's very proud of you.
With that said, I don't believe that it was a deathwish this time. He was afraid that what happened to your mother and your girlfriend was going to happen to me. Not in the same way, but he felt that he could prevent it. I'm very grateful that he did... even though he didn't go about it in the best way. Him putting himself in harm's way, was my fault. I didn't warn him when I thought that someone was following me. If I had done that he would've been able to stop things before they got as far as they did.
I will make sure that I stress to him how much you and your Dean want him in your lives.
Don't worry. He only calls me Samantha. The only time we had sex was when the universe was all messed up. He was a priest and I was a nun. The only things that he was calling out for that was holy in nature.