I need a few days off. Short version: Casey Manning kidnapped me and fed me to vampires. Vampires are real. I'm okay, but I can't say the same about Casey.
I know only a few of you know me or maybe only know of me. So I am going to introduce myself. My name is Sam Marquez. You can call me Sam or Samantha if it's easier. Since I know one of you is named Sam. (Hi name twin.)
Normally, I am not the type of person to apologize for things. Life is too short to have regrets. Except for situations like this.
It is my fault that John died. My ex-husband came after me. He hired vampires (a concept which is new and foreign to me) to kidnap me. He had them knock John unconscious and dragged me away. He and Dean managed to save me in the nick of time. From what I understand everything was smooth sailing until they brought me back to John's place. I really don't remember any of it since I was unconscious for this whole part. John was ambushed in the dark. Dean managed to kill off the attacker but not before John had received the wound that killed him.
Then he somehow miraculously came back to life. Something tells me that I have one of you special people to thank for that as well.
From the bottom of my heart, please do not blame John or Dean for this. You can blame my ex that started this mess or me for feeling that I was being followed and not warning John before I was kidnapped. I am sorry that I put you through this. If you can't accept that, that's okay too. I know from knowing John that one of the best and worst traits of a Winchester is their stubbornness.