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The Tenth Doctor (Human Clone) (justoneheart) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-07-25 08:26:00

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rose tyler, tenth doctor (human)

Well... that was rather unusual. Does that happen often here?

Rose... I... miss you. And love you. Don't say that nearly enough. Well planned to before but... well...

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	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 10:09 am UTC (link)
	Do I call you Doctor? I .. um. God this is so confusing. I'm sorry about.. changin on you, I didn't mean to. I'm comin home. I miss you too.. all of you. Yeah I know, I mean I love you too.. it's just.. I dunno. (Reply to this) (Thread)

Rose

justoneheart
2008-07-25 10:56 am UTC (link)

You were. I was pulled from there to here just after the other me sealed off the alternate world. I hadn't gotten around to choosing a suitable name.

I... know you didn't mean to. And I know... if you love him... more... I...

I can't say I would be okay with it, cause I'm not. But... if you would rather... I... while I wouldn't ~~don't~~ ~~never~~ want to let you go... if you are happier with him...

~~Dammit, I don't want to be noble! I want her!~~

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	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 10:59 am UTC (link)
	All right then, Doctor. No it's not that. I don't know how I feel about him. I just.. me turning back probably.. hurt him a lot, and I didn't want to do that. But those were her feelings.. but I just.. he's still you, even if he's not. I don't know, Doctor.. I really don't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose justoneheart 2008-07-25 11:30 am UTC (link)
	I don't like seeing you so conflicted. Maybe my other self was right... I shouldn't be... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 11:49 am UTC (link)
	I'm always gonna be conflicted, Doctor. Whether it's you and the one who looks like you or you and the Eighth or I don't know. Don't say that.. please.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Rose

justoneheart
2008-07-25 12:01 pm UTC (link)

I just want to love you, Rose. I want the chance I would never give myself when I was a Time Lord. I want to grow old with you, have children with you, see them grow old, bounce grandchildren on our knees. I can't imagine being without you. I *couldn't* imagine it when I had to let you go when I was a Time Lord. It had been centuries since I cried and I cried the day I had to let you go forever. This ~~was~~ is my second chance to have that with you. Everything I imagined.

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	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 12:07 pm UTC (link)
	I don't want to live without you either, Doctor. I don't. Not at all. And I know you're not the type of man to share. I just.. we have a kid. I can't just leave Jack all alone with Tyler either. I never ever wanted to leave you. I want all of that, I do. We're a family though, we should all.. be together. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose justoneheart 2008-07-25 01:09 pm UTC (link)
	I'm... not asking you to. I trust Jack. Despite the things I may say or do, I actually do trust him. I want us all to be together. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 01:57 pm UTC (link)
	Good, because he's a good man. He's the only one who's always been here. He loves you just as much as I do, you know that. We all do. So does Sarah Jane, and.. everyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose justoneheart 2008-07-25 03:05 pm UTC (link)
	I love everyone in my own way, some more than others. You the most. With everything inside of me. Well... I should say I love some as children and I love some as siblings. Only one other might I love as I love you, but only in how I love them not how much. Make sense? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 03:44 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, that makes sense. I think. Who else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Rose

justoneheart
2008-07-26 01:07 pm UTC (link)

The one who had one of my hearts... on Gallifrey. The one I...

I told you I was a father before. She was... my mate. The mother of my children. Susan's grandmother. She... it is complicated how we are paired there, but I came to love her. After Gallifrey was lost... I never thought I could love that deeply again or with both my hearts. With you I did. I found that again, but I couldn't... I couldn't be who I wanted to be with you as a Time Lord. It's like I told you when you met Sarah Jane. You could spend the rest of your life with me, but I couldn't with you. Because of regenerating.

Now... now I can. You had both of my hearts before and now... now you have the single heart that beats within. And I can spend the rest of my life with you. I want to.

I did... do feel for Sarah Jane. For Jack as well. On a similar level as I feel for you. They were the closest I came. But Sarah Jane was before my mate on Gallifrey. Jack... Jack was after I had already started to fall so deeply for you. I will always love them and can be with them too because they are a part of the extended family and I would never ask you to walk away from them. Hell, I couldn't walk away from them either. But I could never, will never, love them as deeply as I love you. I could never...

Rose, I want to marry you. Before I sod this up royally.

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Doctor

nicerearbumper
2008-07-26 03:18 pm UTC (link)

That's.. alot.. I mean.. havin only one heart doesn't stop you from ramblin a bit does it?

I'm glad you're all right with it. I mean all of us, because I can't... just give that up. They need me as much as I mean them. It doesn't mean I won't love you any less of course. I'll always love you Doctor, no matter how many hearts you have.

You really want to get married? I.. um.. I'm warnin you though, if you disappear and come back don't remember.. I don't know what I'll do with myself. If you want to get married, then.. we can get married. Again.

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	Rose justoneheart 2008-07-26 05:11 pm UTC (link)
	Wouldn't be me if I didn't ramble, now would it? I really want to get married. I'm not going anywhere. Ever. For me it'll be the first and only time with you and I want it all. Be it a quicky wedding and we start the rest of our lives together or if you want all the frills and lace that goes with the wedding. Whatever you want, love. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-26 05:14 pm UTC (link)
	Nope, suppose it wouldn't be. Well last time we went to Las Vegas. Um, the planet. Accidentally got married sort of. But.. we can.. I mean. Quick is all right with me. I don't want to make anyone upset. (Reply to this) (Parent)