If you could just open your heart to the Lord, you wouldn't feel so bitter and angry.
I've been there. I came from a world I thought was hell. A desert with no rain, and I was so thirsty for anything that I would drink whatever poison was set in front of me.
But when I came here, and saw that the Lord does have a better place for us, it was as though I had been given a drink of cold water for the first time in my life.