You sound a lot like your Ninth self. He was in pretty bad shape too.
The TARDIS? She meant what she said. Somehow.. well before I got here, I looked into the heart of the TARDIS.. it nearly killed me.. but when I got here, the TARDIS was able to use me to.. bring back the planet. Though don't ask me how because I'm clueless.
Oh. Well, sounds like me I think. I'm sorry she died. And I'm sorry I look like her. I know how hard it is to look at someone who doesn't remember anything about your time together.