Dean
I know deep down it's not all my fault. I do. It's just really fucking hard. And, I still love him and he's all pissed and we've said some things that I'm sure both of us wish we could take back but... yeah. Sorry to put this on you.
I just never thought that he'd get here because there was already a version of him... you. Since I know kinda how you are that is in no way me blaming you. It's just this place. I hate it some times.