Dean Give it time. I used to be, but that's a bunch of bullshit that pretty much let's me know that I'm not cut out for it.
Evil twin? Nah. It's hard to explain and it's confusin' as all hell, but whatever. I'm you. Just a little bit more in the future by a few years. Shit happened, I won't bore you with details, but you seem to have a pretty good set up. No need on dwellin' on 'what could have been.' I've already had to live it, I don't really wanna retell it.