and I sometimes feel like I wanna kill my commanding officer, doesn't mean I actually go through with the feelings.
Just please, at the very least plan before you two make go to the alter, or judge or however you plan on getting married.
Why do I feel like there are going to be a lot of annulments in the next few days? Call me a cynic but this still doesn't seem 'normal' even for me and my definition of normal is very vague.