Bela
We both love Dean. We both want to see him be happy. You can give that to him, but you need me too. I understand you wanting to safeguard your heart, believe me I know. I'm just...Dean's got the biggest heart in the world and he'd KILL ME for saying it, but I've got his back; no matter what. His heart's chosen you. It's just not so easy for me to...call off the guards, you know?
You're not an afterthought, Bela. You were never destined to be one of his one-night stands. I don't want him to resent me for..getting in the way. I don't want you to think you're second best, either.