Bill
Man... you're gonna make me cry talkin' like that.
I know I didn't start out resembling pirate material. I know what you EXPECTED... but Bill... that don't make me feel any less of a dick for living up to those expectations.
Hell, maybe it's me not getting the difference between living DOWN to low expectations and just living to realistic expectations. I dunno. But man... I'm sorry I let you guys down. I'm sorry I ain't made of sterner stuff. I'm sorry I got this weird thing with my head that makes me just break sometimes and I'm sorry I decided long ago that I'd rather be what I was born to be than live a lifetime doped up for any reason other than fun.
You and Jack saved me once in a big way.
I'm sorry I couldn't figure out how to live through paying that back all the way. I'm sorry I wasn't worth it after all.