I know it probably sounds like I'm saying this just to say it, 'cause maybe it's what you wanna hear, but that's not it. I know how you feel, being able to open up with someone, then having it ripped away by things outside of your control...hard to keep your chin up. If I knew how to fix it, I would.
If you need some company after...even just someone on the phone, I'm not hard to get a hold of.
Don't worry about me, you have enough of your plate, I'll be fine.