That is, I saw a film with a character who strongly reminded me of you. They may call him "Alloy Man" or somesuch, but there is a word for an alcoholic in an overcompensatory suit of armor and that word is "Stark."
At any rate. In my admittedly meager cinema experience, that was the best film I have ever laid eyes on. You were beaten, bloodied, bruised, and tortured for two hours and literally had your heart ripped from your chest.