Sorry. I don't like being the bearer of bad news, but unless there's some way that hasn't found its way onto the website yet, I don't think there's a way back.
Yeah. It was pretty rough. I'm trying to move on, but every time I hear someone laughing behind me I always tense up for a second. He used to do that. I think it amused him, or something.
The best case scenario would be that they would show up here. Apparently that happens sometimes.