...I couldn't tell you for sure. I've just been thinking alot lately, about people I miss and some I don't miss quite so much. It's like I feel like a skipped a benchmark somewhere. Like there was something a should have done a while back, and I missed it without realizing it. Didn't realize I'd missed the exit until I was a couple miles down the road, that sort of thing.
I'm probably not making much sense, but ah, well. That's what overthinking does!