Atton
That's good. She seems like a good person. And maybe I wasn't meant to be a Jedi with a Council around -- I have authority issues and it sounds like I'd have major problems with what they did to her.
What did Anakin say, 4000 years since your time? I didn't really pay attention in school. I'm almost surprised the Jedi have lasted as long as they did, considering how often they almost keep getting wiped to extinction.
I fought in a war and at times I was pretty brutal about some things. I had to be. I don't think that stuff matt-- well, it probably does. I don't know. Becoming a Jedi changed me. It still does. I'm glad I can say I haven't done anything I regret like killing where it wasn't self-defense, things like that. But I might not do some of the things I did before, or at least go about them the same way. And I guess when making a lifestyle change like this, recognizing that is what's important. You're a better judge than me if you can reconcile being a Jedi now with what you did in your past. Being a merc doesn't make someone a bad person.