Thing is... I really don't know how serious either of us can be to something like this.
And that's what scares me. I want to put forth the effort, I want to give it a valiant try, but something tells me that her opinion of romance is that it's dead and good riddance.
It's really complicated. I mean, I know she's okay with the idea of dating someone, but she's... well, she's of the belief that open relationships are the best kind of relationships, and I'm not. When I commit to something, there's no ifs or ands in there. And I don't want to tie her down, but on the other hand, I'm the jealous type.
Augh, this is fucking ridiculous. Can you tell I'm overthinking the situation?