Sam
You know, I'll tell you. I'm curious as to how you'll react.
My father used to abuse me as a child, and my mother ignored it. I made a deal with Lilith to have them killed, and when the deal got closer to being due, I started to steal supernatural artifacts to see if I could find a way out. I'm told by others further down the time line that I couldn't.
Think what you will; this is my second chance, and I don't intend to ruin it. And Dean knows everything.