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Alma Del Mar Jr (Brokeback Mountain) (daddysliljunior) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-02-27 22:54:00

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alma del mar jr, chris keller, mark house, rachel grey-summers, tobias beecher

's it possbile t'like someone too much?

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	otherofoz 2008-02-28 04:22 am UTC (link)
	Yes. A resounding yes. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 05:35 am UTC (link)
	How do you know when y'do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	otherofoz 2008-02-28 05:38 am UTC (link)
	That depends. You want personal experience, the ideal answer, or the truth? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 05:39 am UTC (link)
	Th'truth, I aint lookin' for nothin' sugarcoated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	otherofoz 2008-02-28 05:45 am UTC (link)
	Then, to put it bluntly, when your loving the other person seriously, permanently fucks up your life. You become addicted to them, have to be around them to feel... altogether. At all. It hurts, it pisses you off, and eventually it becomes the only thing you really have, and you're left wondering if it's worth it, after all. It'll consume you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 05:54 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, reckon that sounds 'bout right. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	otherofoz 2008-02-28 05:57 am UTC (link)
	It is, though, if you're wondering. Worth it, I mean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 06:09 am UTC (link)
	Aint seen a lotta evidence t'support that, but thanks. I'll try an' eep up th'hope. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	otherofoz 2008-02-28 06:11 am UTC (link)
	That's really all you can do. Good luck with that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 06:34 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, 's lookin' that way. Thanks 'gain. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	otherofoz 2008-02-28 06:35 am UTC (link)
	Anytime. I'm Tobias, by the way. Beecher. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 06:37 am UTC (link)
	Pleasure, Tobias. Alma Del Mar Jr. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	otherofoz 2008-02-28 06:40 am UTC (link)
	The pleasure's mine. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	willkillfortoby 2008-02-28 04:51 am UTC (link)
	Never. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 05:34 am UTC (link)
	How come? Why d'you say that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	willkillfortoby 2008-02-28 05:40 am UTC (link)
	You can never love a person too much, kid. Love isn't something that can be restrained. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 05:42 am UTC (link)
	Oh, gosh, I-I aint in love. 'meant just t'like someone in general. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	willkillfortoby 2008-02-28 05:45 am UTC (link)
	Same thing. It's all just measures of it. You can't like a person, love a person, fucking enjoy a person too much. Nothing wrong with a good emotion like 'like', is there? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 05:47 am UTC (link)
	I guess maybe not so. But 't seems openin; up just gets y'hurt in the long run, in one way or 'nother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	willkillfortoby 2008-02-28 05:51 am UTC (link)
	But it's worth it, too. It's all worth it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 06:36 am UTC (link)
	Wish I culd just b'lieve that. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 06:34 am UTC (link)
	I think you know how I'd vote. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 06:36 am UTC (link)
	Indulge me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 06:47 am UTC (link)
	There's five things in life you can never have too much of: Fun, free time, love, money, and sex. Not necessarily in that order. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 06:50 am UTC (link)
	I can't stand that y'make me smile s'much. Brat. Not sure I agree with it all (and i'needs t'be expanded t'six, because you can never get enough food neither), but still. Big grin, on m'face. 'm fuckin' confused. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

myfathersson
2008-02-28 06:58 am UTC (link)

First off, for your caveat, you have obviously not had the pleasure of going to an all-you-can-stand buffet with my Bio-Dad. Trust me, you can have too much food. Now, fun with food in proper doses, a la the other day? Could make its way to the list.

Secondly, there's nothing wrong with smiling, especially with one as pretty as yours.

Okay, that's corny. But it's true.

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	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 07:02 am UTC (link)
	...touche. There shouldn't be a question as t'whether that makes the list. If'n y'tryin't'ear points, 's'workin'. Not thatcha need any more goddamn points w'me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 07:11 am UTC (link)
	...Points? Is this a contest? Do I get a prize? I already have one for you, assuming I can ever figure out how to get it to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 07:14 am UTC (link)
	Aint that what guys do? Keep tracka points they got w'th'eir ladies? ..'s'at you bein' vague 'bout somethin' dirty, or didja act'ally get me somethin'? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 07:27 am UTC (link)
	I- um, I don't. I prefer keeping track of smiles. Okay, see, this is what happens when three of your four real parents are disgustingly romantic, the stuff just comes out. I'm sorry. Luckily, the fourth parent's the one that took care of your gift. Which yes, is actually a gift. Although I didn't particularly... buy it, per-se. I wrote it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 07:33 am UTC (link)
	Don't be 'shamed of who y'are, Mark. Wouldn't want you no other way. No. .don't be sorry! 's . .nice. 'mean, I kinda like t'think this isn't just 'bout sex. Tha' part just happens to be fantastic. An' now 'm curious 's all hell. One of 'em took care of it, but y'wrote it? Tell, tell, tell. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

myfathersson
2008-02-28 07:45 am UTC (link)

Of course it's not just about the sex, Alma. Contrary to popular belief, I'm not exactly a one-night-stand kinda guy. Especially when the sex is fantastic.

I, uh- oh, fine. Here, just... promise not to laugh.

[OOC: Underlined is a link to a song, piano-solo, somewhere between Rufus Wainwright and Something Corporate- lilting, melancholy, but romantic and happy at the same time.]

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	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 07:49 am UTC (link)
	Oh I know that, always did. Let's not forget, I made the first move, yeah? I know. Promise not to laugh? And just explain t'me how anyone could laugh at somethin' so beautiful? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 07:56 am UTC (link)
	You like it? I, uh, write, in my free time. I dunno, it just... it reminded me of you. I was going to add lyrics, but I'm still working on them; I'm no poet, I just play. I... dunno. I'm just glad you like it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 07:59 am UTC (link)
	Course I like it. . it's. .wow. No one's ever done anything like this 'th me in mind, b'fore. Doesn't need lyrics t'be beautiful, Mark. I love it. Abs'lutely. I feel kind of bad, if I would've known I woulda done somethin' f'you too. . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 08:03 am UTC (link)
	Don't feel bad- you don't have to do anything. ~~You do enough, God, the lines are getting corny.~~ I'm.. glad you like it. Really glad. And now I don't remember where I was going with that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 08:07 am UTC (link)
	I'll figger something out, inna meantime, thank you. I really do love it. I'm sorry! Didn't mean t'throw y'off. 'd it helps, you kind of helped me. .figure out things a bit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 08:11 am UTC (link)
	Oh, no, it's okay. It must've been less than important. I'm sure it'll come to me later. That's good... right? The figuring things out part. Good. ~~I think.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 08:14 am UTC (link)
	Ok, I hope so. Yeah, it's something that woulda. . .Look, aint no secret I turned t'you when I felt like m'heart was broken. But 's different now. Slowly, but I think surely, there's gettin' t'be a bigger part of my heart available f'you. An' scared as 't makes me, I think t'might be worth it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 08:24 am UTC (link)
	That's good, Alma. I- you know I feel the same way. Just... there's no rush, okay? I'm not going anywhere. Whatever happens, I'll be... around. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 08:29 am UTC (link)
	I know, I don't wanna rush. I just..if it doesn't. . I want it to work, and I promise you anything that might ever happen wont have nothin' to do with Bobby. Bobby wont affect me like that ever again. This is you and me. Nobody else has a say in it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 08:35 am UTC (link)
	That's fair, Alma. Okay. You and me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 08:38 am UTC (link)
	You're adorably sweet but have some authority, boy! Stick up for what's yours. Don't go with what everyone says because trust me, you'll get fucked in the not fun way. Seriously tho. I said it 'fore, aint nobody else's business but ours. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	myfathersson 2008-02-28 08:41 am UTC (link)
	If there were something I felt like correcting, I would have. I'm far from spineless, trust me. Exactly. I just- bah, I'm bad with words, I told you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-28 08:45 am UTC (link)
	I do trust you. MMmm, we'll have to stick to music then, wont we? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	jeansdaughter 2008-02-28 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. (Reply to this)