Padfoot: Emily told me I should just forgot she brought it up, but I can't stop thinking about it, and I think I might go insane at any moment. I probably am already insane. I am trying to not think about it, but it's like telling someone to not think about a pink elephant, all you can think about is a pink elephant. And I try not to over think every look and glance, but what she said! How am I suppose to just forget about it and not read into everything? I look over at you and I wonder, is that a "Longing" glance like she claims we do? Or is it just a normal look? How can I tell the difference? Padfoot. Help.