Soren
. . . Why do they always rip hearts out? It's just an organ that pushes blood around the body, right? I don't get it. I mean, ripping out the brain would do more damage, and it'd be a lot more dramatic. With the chest, yeah, you plunge your hand in the chest, it's all ooh, snapping ribs! Had it done, it's so not fun. But, like. . . think about the brain. You'd have to rip the jaw off, the roof of the mouth isn't all that stur--okay this is not a mentally healthy train of thought and I am choosing to derail it right now.
I'll be there for you when you need me. Promise. I just need to let this out of my system before I snap and trash the fuck out of my room or hurt someone. I think I'm a looooot safer going off to some little rural town than hanging around, risking berserking and attacking you, and then having Teja and Cass and Henn hunting my ass down. Thing is. . . I dunno if they'd believe me if I told them I have absolutely no control over what happens in that state. I know it sounds like some lame excuse, like 'the alcohol made me do it' or something, but it really is taking a backseat to your body and the crazed part of your mind doing some horrendous shit. Probably the biggest downside to being from where I'm from.