Soren
. . . I'll be okay. I promise. I'm just. . . okay, I'll try and keep this brief. I know this happens to both angels and demons in my universe, but. . . There's this mental state we can go in when we're scared or angry, and it can be triggered when we're horny as fuck, but the main one is angry. Scared just makes you painfully clingy and occasionally dangerous, lusty is safe but it can slip to ragey pretty quick. Rage berserking basically means you lose control and freak the fuck out, and generally get pretty violent. We get all red-eyed (angels get white-eyed, it's creepier than red) and it's really stereotypical and pathetic. Happens to younger demons more than older ones, since we're less experienced at controlling it or there's some sort of chemical imbalance or what the fuck ever. And I was showering earlier, thinking about stuff, and. . . I almost lost it. So I'm heading out to this place in Wales--Bala, Gwynedd--that used to be a haven for supernatural stuff back home, where we had to make sure humans didn't see. It probably won't be full of angels and demons here, but even so, it's remote enough that I can wander away from people, do what I need to, and head back to eat and sleep at an inn or something.
. . . that got long. But. . . I'll be safe. I promise. I'll just be taking it out on trees or something.