[voice post]
... you do know I'll ask you to make this clear for me when I'm not blotto, yes?
I don't know how to deal with decent men. Men with manners and charm. I told Penelope, I'm willing to wait, and I don't know why, but I am. Zev asked me to join in with Kyle and Ty and they're lovely, just ... lovely. Lovely blokes. But then ... thought about you and it started eating at me.
I'm not such a soppy idiot normally, and I don't want to look like you're irresistible, because you're not, but I've had three bottles of rum and I'll regret making a twat of myself in the morning. My hangovers go away fast!