Tobias
I'm certain she does, darling. Shall I send her your way? I must step in here, saying perhaps you should be doing drugs, etc etc, to cope and what not, but you're a grown man and all that and I can't very well talk, having done them once myself for coping.
Aren't you a ball of sunshine, disguised as yarn to be chased by kittens? Fair enough. Perhaps things will get better, then.