Elena
Love is messy and complicated, it's perfection and insanity, it's soft and flowing. It's everything and nothing, it's heaven and hell. Yet we still want to love and be loved, despite everything. In the end, the good times outweigh the bad. Unfortunately, like most anything we face, with the good comes the bad. It's just a matter of who you have helping you through the bad times that makes facing them worthwhile.
I'm scared too, Elena. I'm scared that, like with everything else in my life, I'll do something to screw up. That I'll prove everything my father ever said about me was true. That I'll prove that I'm the one not good enough for you.