Okay. You're right. It's just a fucking lot to take in, alright? You're the only one I know here, and even you're.. changed. I don't know what to do about it. I've gotta fucking adjust all over again.
I was expecting to die in Oz, Chris. It's a bit of a fucking 180, to suddenly have my life given to me on a fucking platter. I don't even think I deserve it, anymore.