How can You say that You did nothing to me when You knew that the one thing I wanted more than anything was to return to Heaven, to ascend? I would have done anything to get back, and You knew that. You used my moment of weakness, the moment when I was the closest to Them to dupe me into sending me farther down. And to say that Ariel, the man searching for truth he already had before him, was your favorite atop that? You knew I wouldn't resist such a tempting offer. You KNEW I wouldn't say no, that I couldn't!
And to say that I'm responsible for where I am today frankly is bullshit, Your Grace, you KNOW that, too. it was You who made me to only love You, and then You insisted I love something else. I could not go against my nature then, and I suppose I understand that your lesson there was to love them as I love myself and love You. And now that I'm direly close to doing just that, You blame me for my own Fall? Why in Your name would you say such a thing?
God, since when did we ever have a choice? You only ever gave THEM that gift. I was only made to serve. And now that I've felt and become corruption, now that I've nothing left to show of my former self but the Knowledge and the memories....
I cannot love you any longer. The fact that I did for so long has proved to be foolish, and has led me down a road I no longer wish to travel. I no longer wish to Ascend, but to be demonic, to live an existence of pure corruption is not my wish. I will live among Them and give them the strength and knowledge that they seek, as is my duty, God, but not for you. For them.