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Jessica Moore ([info]superheroundies) wrote in [info]undertherainbow,
@ 2010-06-11 00:36:00

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Entry tags:bela talbot, dean winchester, demon crowley, jessica moore, sam winchester

Voice Post
This is way too damn weird for me. This isn't my home, I'm WAY too tangible, and I'm pretty sure I'm looking at the Big Ben.
Whoever's on the other end, I need some help.


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[info]doubleup
2010-06-11 06:41 am UTC (link)
holy shit.

Your name wouldn't be Jessica, would it?

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-11 06:43 am UTC (link)
Yeah, actually it is.

You look familiar.

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[info]doubleup
2010-06-11 06:45 am UTC (link)
Dean Winchester. Sammy's brother.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-11 06:48 am UTC (link)
Oh.

Hi.

Surprise?

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[info]doubleup
2010-06-11 06:50 am UTC (link)
I shouldn't really be surprised. People come back from the dead here all the time. Hell, my mom's around. Just... yeah.

Big Ben, huh. I know where that is, I can come get you.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-11 06:54 am UTC (link)
I'm in shock, I think. That's got to be why I'm so calm. More at my being alive than... than you showing up, I guess. I just don't know.

Yeah. I'm not there, though. I'm at the intersection of [street] and [street]. It's a park.

Is... is Sam here?

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[info]doubleup
2010-06-11 06:57 am UTC (link)
I'm surprised you came back too. Glad to see it, though. You didn't deserve what you got, not any of it.

I know where that is.

Yeah. ... he's married, Jess. Couple of kids, too.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-11 06:58 am UTC (link)
He's married? Oh.

Well...

I guess that's great for him. Good to know that he's happy.

I'll be here.

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[info]doubleup
2010-06-11 06:59 am UTC (link)
We'll go get a beer or ten.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-11 07:00 am UTC (link)
Beer is...
Yeah. Beer's good.

Thanks, Dean.

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[info]doubleup
2010-06-11 07:01 am UTC (link)
You're staying with me and the missus tonight. You need to be around people you know. Especially if you're drunk.

Be there in about three minutes.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-11 07:02 am UTC (link)
Okay.

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[info]kingofthexroads
2010-06-12 06:23 am UTC (link)
For what it's worth, I'm sorry things turned out the way they did. Blah blah blah, had to be done, blah blah blah.

If it makes you feel any better, Brady got his in the end.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-12 06:30 am UTC (link)
Yeah. I was told that. Thanks, creepy guy that knows too much.

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[info]kingofthexroads
2010-06-12 06:31 am UTC (link)
Ah, of course, we haven't been introduced. Crowley.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-12 06:31 am UTC (link)
Like the guy with the cult?

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[info]kingofthexroads
2010-06-12 06:33 am UTC (link)
Hardly. King of the Crossroads. Demon.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-12 06:36 am UTC (link)
What do you want with me? What is it, do I emit some sort of chemical that attracts you things?

No offense. Just.

Demons.

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[info]kingofthexroads
2010-06-12 06:45 am UTC (link)
Don't flatter yourself. Then it was because of Sam, now it's because we know our own, or, rather, those who've had encounters with us before. Just thought you might like to know you didn't have to go looking for revenge or what-have-you.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-12 06:47 am UTC (link)
Next time one of you has a bone to pick with Sam, do it firsthand.

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[info]kingofthexroads
2010-06-12 06:49 am UTC (link)
Hardly a bone to pick, duck, more of ... fuck if I even know, I wasn't really in on it.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-12 06:57 am UTC (link)
It doesn't matter. I know there's probably someone else reading this and I want them to know that if they have issues with Sam Winchester, to leave me out of it. I'm just a ghost to him, anyway.

I've been at peace with the fact that I died under bizarre circumstances for a while now. When every passing moment feels like it'll never end, you get over things PDQ. And since I'm alive, it's a moot point.

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[info]kingofthexroads
2010-06-12 07:05 am UTC (link)
Well there you are, you got a re-set. Come to think of it, so did I. Funny the way the world works, innit?

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-12 07:10 am UTC (link)
Yeah. It sure is.

I'd wish you good luck out there, but you're a demon. So... whatever.

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[info]wnchestrgeekboy
2010-06-12 01:07 pm UTC (link)
...Jess?

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-12 06:16 pm UTC (link)
Hi Sam.

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[info]wnchestrgeekboy
2010-06-12 10:07 pm UTC (link)
Hey Jess. You okay? I mean, you're alright at Dean's?

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-12 11:02 pm UTC (link)
He's being very good to me. I think he's going to spoil me if he keeps being so nice. The way you talked about him, I thought he was some slick snake oil salesman. I'm just looking for my place, since my last known residence was student housing so... yeah, kinda hard to find my own. I gathered that I replaced someone on vacation.

[Sam]:
Look, Sam... I'm glad you're happy now. Married, kids? It's really great.

But I'm pretty ticked off at you. I don't know. I want to talk to you, but I don't want to... you know. Be bitchy first thing. I know you were just trying to fit in, to be someone you wanted to be, but... you didn't have to lie to me. To avoid my questions about your past. I would have understood. I understood when Dean told me... I mean... maybe being dead, being trapped in that half-world I was in after... Maybe that helped, but I don't think I would have run away if you had just said something. Maybe it wouldn't have happened if I had just known.

I don't know.

You should have just said something.

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[info]wnchestrgeekboy
2010-06-13 01:00 am UTC (link)
He used to kind of be. But that doesn't matter anymore, I'm just glad you're safe with good people. If you need...help, finding a place to live, I have an apartment over a bookshop in London. Until you find what you want, or for as long as you want.

[Jess:]

I am happy. My wife, my son...they're more than I could have ever asked for. And I understand if you want nothing to do with me, after what I did got you...killed.
You're right.
I should have told you.

I should have said something. I was wrong, and I'm sorry. You don't know how sorry I am, how sorry I was and how I will regret not telling you for the rest of my life. You didn't deserve any of that, Jess. I won't talk to you if you don't want me to, I understand. But I am here if you need anything. Anything.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-13 01:16 am UTC (link)
I might take you up on it for a week or so. Dean's been more than great but he sort of treats me like I can't take care of myself. Last night, he asked if I needed any more pillows on my bed? I'm just happy that I can sleep on a bed. That I can sleep.

I didn't say that to make you feel more guilty. I'm sure the guilt's been eating at you for a while now and it wasn't your fault. Bad things happen to people all the time, Sam. Sometimes you just can't do anything about it. Sure, that demon, whatever, was looking to hurt you through me, but you know what? You're still letting it hurt, and that's just giving in to more than you need. I'm over it. You should be, too. So I died. I'm here now, right?

I'm mad at you, yeah. But I don't want to stop talking to you. You're you. I'm not just saying I'm happy for you to be polite. I really am. I'm glad that you moved on, that you pushed through. But I'm a little jealous. I'm only angry because I don't know if the guy I love... loved was just a facade you put on or a dream of what you wanted to be, or actually you.

I'm really confused. I'm not dead, but I can still do things I... I learned to do when I was in the in-between. I don't know what I am. If I'm a ghost, or alive, or somewhere in between the two, and it's making me furious that I don't know. I should at least KNOW what I am, you know?

Okay.
I'm just...
Rambling now, sorry.

Sam, I don't know. I don't know if you want to see me again, or if that would be too painful. Dean told me how much you tore yourself up over my death. But if... And when you want to, I'd really like to see you, one way or another.

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2010-06-13 01:10 am UTC (link)
My name is Bela, I'm Dean's wife. You're perfectly welcome to stay until things calm down for you; it's no trouble and we have more space than we'll ever need. I'll do my best to keep our 11-month old son from crying at night; he's starting to teethe a bit.

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-13 01:19 am UTC (link)
Thank you, Bela. I'm grateful for all that you and Dean are doing. I hope I'm not putting you out. Frankly, this is one of the rare circumstances I appreciate the kindness of strangers.

I promise not to be too much trouble while I'm with you.

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2010-06-13 01:22 am UTC (link)
I know that feeling, if it's any consolation. And it's not any trouble at all; I mean, look around. Only one of our children lives at home anymore. The space is here. Oh, and I hope you don't object to dogs; Roxy has the run of the place. Oh, and did Dean explain about Princess?

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[info]superheroundies
2010-06-13 01:30 am UTC (link)
Yeah, Roxy's a real sweetheart, she came and let me cry on her the first night. And I saw Princess, but didn't get the full info on it...her. Thing.

Sorry, it's all just a little too much. Even if I've been... well, I guess you could say I was a ghost? But that just sounds ridiculous to me. All this stuff about the paranormal and puzzle boxes with hands and demons and god knows what all? Yeah, I'm not even sure I know what's going on any more.

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2010-06-13 01:53 am UTC (link)
Short version, Princess is a puzzle box designed by Da Vinci. She's also a young lady, but that's a recent development.

I'm not the sort to confide in most others, so the idea of making someone confide in me is strange. But if you'd like questions answered, please come to me or Dean. If you want to. I'd say I know it's a lot to take in, but I've been aware of such things since I was a child. I wish I'd not been.

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