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Kitt ([info]knight_2000) wrote in [info]undertherainbow,
@ 2010-05-09 15:51:00

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Entry tags:adriel young, kitt 2, lindsey mcdonald, sam ford

I don't have a mother. Is it possible to miss something you've never had?


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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 10:45 pm UTC (link)
My mother was a scathing, self serving bitch who looked the other way when the bastard I thought was my father put my brother and me in a boxing ring and made us fight until one or the other couldn't get up. Maybe you're the lucky one.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 10:50 pm UTC (link)
When you put it that way, maybe you're right.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 10:51 pm UTC (link)
Mothers are not all created equal. Drawing no stick is better than drawing the short stick.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 10:53 pm UTC (link)
I know you're right. I sometimes wonder what it would be like, that's all.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 10:56 pm UTC (link)
I see your point.

Guess I just had too many bad experiences to really give a shit, any more.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 10:58 pm UTC (link)
And I see yours. I'm no stranger to bad experiences, believe me.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 10:59 pm UTC (link)
My whole life has been a bad experience.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:01 pm UTC (link)
I'm sorry to hear that. If you ever want to talk about it, I'm not doing anything.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 11:03 pm UTC (link)
Talking's not my thing. And it's Sunday, sot he bars are closed.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:05 pm UTC (link)
I haven't been much for talking lately, either.

I have a full bar in my home. You're welcome to come by.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 11:07 pm UTC (link)
Only catch is I've got my kid with me.

She hopped a ride on the vortex express a couple days ago. Her mother didn't make the trip.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:08 pm UTC (link)
I have people who can care for her.

That's too bad. The story of everyone's lives here, I think. At least she's got you?

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 11:10 pm UTC (link)
I've never had to keep her full time. It's an adjustment. She's a good kid. Your people, they're good people? Trustworthy?

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:12 pm UTC (link)
I know. I raised my own daughter until she was seven and her mother got out of jail came back for her.

They're good people. They helped me with my own kids.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 11:16 pm UTC (link)
My daughter is 8.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:18 pm UTC (link)
She's the same age as mine. I'll be happy to meet her.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 11:24 pm UTC (link)
Her name's Ash.

We'll head out soon as I feed her dinner.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:27 pm UTC (link)
Mine's named Elise. I haven't seen her for a while now.

I'm looking forward to it. See you then.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-09 11:30 pm UTC (link)
We'll be there.

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[info]treated
2010-05-10 03:23 am UTC (link)
I can watch Ash.

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[info]fleur_delis
2010-05-10 11:06 am UTC (link)
She'd probably rather go with you.

How's...How's Eliot?

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 10:47 pm UTC (link)
Where you mother is? My mommy died when I was born. That's why my daddy named me Adriel. It means Angel of Death.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 10:51 pm UTC (link)
I'm sorry that happened, Adriel. And I'm not sure I'd appreciate the constant reminder of the name. That's a big burden for a small child.

It's hard to explain. I've never had a mother. I'm not really human.

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 10:54 pm UTC (link)
I like my name, because it's mine. My mommy died, but I was the angel that was left behind.

Oh. My daddy not really human either. His father is Satan, but now Satan is my Grandma, and I'm not allowed to call her that.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 10:57 pm UTC (link)
That's a good way of looking at it, then. I like your name, too.

Oh my. Why aren't you allowed to call her that?

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 10:58 pm UTC (link)
Hers don't like it. Makes her feel old, is what she said.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:02 pm UTC (link)
... Oh. So what do you call her, then?

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 11:04 pm UTC (link)
Sometimes I calls her Gamma. Hers doesn't like it. Mostly I Calls her Satan, cause that's her name!

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:06 pm UTC (link)
So long as she loves you.

She does love you, right?

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 11:08 pm UTC (link)
Hers love me! Hers bring me presents! One time her even bringed me a bike and helped me get on it so I can ride!

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:09 pm UTC (link)
Then I suppose calling her by her name isn't such a bad trade-off, Adriel.

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 11:11 pm UTC (link)
Nope!

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:13 pm UTC (link)
Did you wish her a happy Mother's Day?

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 11:17 pm UTC (link)
I do that right now!

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:19 pm UTC (link)
I think she'd like that.

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 11:30 pm UTC (link)
I maked her flowers!

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:35 pm UTC (link)
I'm sure she'll love them!

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 11:35 pm UTC (link)
I know hers will!

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:37 pm UTC (link)
You're a good kid, Adriel.

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[info]childofhell
2010-05-09 11:38 pm UTC (link)
I am! I gots to go feed the elephantses now.

I talk to you later, okay?

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-09 11:40 pm UTC (link)
You go do that. Okay, I'll see you later.

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[info]treated
2010-05-10 03:22 am UTC (link)
So did you just give up on getting clean, or what? And now you're working on making sure the rest of my family becomes alcoholics? Awesome. You're one hell of a guy, you know that?

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-10 03:32 am UTC (link)
Lately? Pretty much. And I'm not making anyone into an alcoholic. I met Lindsey when he asked for someone to go drinking with.

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[info]treated
2010-05-10 03:39 am UTC (link)
It's funny, because the last time we talked I thought I made it pretty clear I didn't want you hanging out with my dad unless you cleaned up. Since you guys have been having poker nights and shit, I thought you were actually trying.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-10 04:02 am UTC (link)
I was trying, Sam. I really was.

You know, it's easy for you to sit in judgement of me, surrounded as you are by the people whom you love, and having no idea of what I've gone through. Your dad should be thankful that he has someone like you encouraging him to stay on the straight and narrow.

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[info]treated
2010-05-10 04:11 am UTC (link)
You lied to me. You told me you'd stay away from my dad. So yeah, I'm pissed. I think I have that right. My dad is thankful that he has me. Yeah, he's lucky, but that doesn't mean you have to wallow like this. You can get yourself some help. You can go to the same meetings my dad's going to.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-10 04:15 am UTC (link)
I haven't spoken to your dad since I fell off the wagon, so no, I haven't lied to you.

I could. Right now I don't want to. Your dad can go home and he has you. Not everyone here is so fortunate in their circumstances.

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[info]treated
2010-05-10 04:17 am UTC (link)
Fine. Whatever. You go back to feeling sorry for yourself. Good luck with that.

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[info]knight_2000
2010-05-10 04:18 am UTC (link)
I wish I had a son like you, Sam.

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