You're a wonderful person to say that, and I do appreciate it. And I know you're probably right. It's just hard to really believe in that all the time. Some days it's like... I wake up, and I work. And I love my shop and everything but it's always work. There's more to life than this, isn't there? But sometimes you lose sight of that knowing... that things are going to be okay... and all you can see is being trapped and alienated. Like I'll always be too different for anyone to really want to be with.