I mean... I don't want to make excuses. i know i should have known better. but the truth is I don't. if there was malice, it wasn't against you. it was against... I don't even know. Me, maybe. it's hard to explain.
i know i don't know you. I've known others... who were you. i guess it wasn't fair of me to assume you were like them at all. and it was stupid of me to pay it any mind at all. i don't expect the others who were affected by my bad choice would approve of me even trying this, but I just really want you to know i am sorry and i would do anything to protect my family even the ones who aren't my blood and they've suffered for my bad choices so... I mean... jeeze, if i knew where you lived i'd try sending a fruit basket or something but... I just don't know you and I know it was wrong and I know you're not really the forgiving type but um... I'm also not the virtuous type so i don't know. I just... I'm sorry.