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Tweak says, "i see blue, lots and lots"

- (sassdoesnthelp) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2010-01-22 20:37:00

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nathan ford, sam ford, sophie devereaux

Anybody needs me tonight, you'll have to wait.

I have a 9:00 meeting that I can't miss.

[Sophie]
I know I was an ass the other day, and I sort of apologised when I started to sober up. I'm sober now, and I realise I owe you an honest apology. I'd like to see you, talk to you in person. There's some things I need to say to you.

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	treated 2010-01-23 01:39 am UTC (link)
	For what? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 01:41 am UTC (link)
	AA. Think I need to support. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	treated 2010-01-23 01:52 am UTC (link)
	Good. That's really good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 01:55 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. It feels like the right thing to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	treated 2010-01-23 02:09 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 02:18 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry I messed up, the other day. You deserve better. I deserve better. I love you, son. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	treated 2010-01-23 03:04 am UTC (link)
	I love you too. [Dad] And I kinda get why you'd be upset, with the Eliot thing. Next time stuff comes up, you can talk to me, okay? You don't ever have to feel like the bottle's all you have to turn to. I'm coming back Sunday night. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:17 am UTC (link)
	I should have come to you first. I just. I reacted. I haven't told Eliot yet. I don't really know how to tell him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dad treated 2010-01-23 03:22 am UTC (link)
	Just don't do it next time. Do you want me to tell him? I have other stuff I have to tell him too. I'm, um. Going to meet Lindsey for coffee on Monday. Not going to tell him, obviously, just wanted to kinda meet him. I know Eliot said not to, but I'm being careful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:24 am UTC (link)
	I think I should tell him. We could tell him together. I'm not proud of what I did back then, but it's done and Eliot, and Lindsey too I suppose, deserve to know the truth. I don't think that's a good idea, Sam, but I'm not going to tell you know. I trust you to be careful. I don't trust him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dad

treated
2010-01-23 03:32 am UTC (link)

Okay. Yeah, maybe it would be good if I was there. I'm not really... close with Eliot. I mean, we don't talk about his past or anything. But I'm guessing it won't be all warm and fuzzy. He might get angry. I can be there for moral support, at least.

I know. I don't really trust him, but I don't think he'd try anything without a reason. I don't plan on giving him a reason.

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	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:36 am UTC (link)
	No, I don't think there's much warm and fuzzy in Eliot's past, or Lindsey's either. Did you get the file from Hardison? Read it before you meet with him. I want you know know what you're walking in to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dad treated 2010-01-23 03:43 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, he sent it to me. I'm saving it for when I get back. Trying to do the 'relaxing vacation' thing now. Turns out I suck at it, ha. Trying to decide if I should tell Iggy how I feel. I keep losing my nerve and going back and forth. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:49 am UTC (link)
	I'll go with you if you want. Even if I stay in the background. I don't know if I'm ready to meet him. But I want to support you. You should. I think. It might be better to know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dad treated 2010-01-23 03:55 am UTC (link)
	You mean with Lindsey, right? Because I can't imagine that making things less awkward with Iggy. I just don't want him to feel weird. Like. He invited me to Bali and we're sharing a hotel room and I don't want him to feel like I'm using this to pressure him or whatever. I don't want to mess up our friendship. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:56 am UTC (link)
	Uh. Yeah. No. I meant Lindsey. I...yeah. That would be awkward. I can respect that. I'm sure Iggy would respect that too. But the thing is, Sam. He makes you happy. You make him happy, from what I can tell. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dad treated 2010-01-23 04:00 am UTC (link)
	That might be good, I guess. But I don't even know if he likes guys. He probably doesn't. I know he likes me as a friend, but so what? What if Hardison told you he had a crush on you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 04:02 am UTC (link)
	Done, then. I'll go with you. Oh. Right. There is that. Well. I don't know. It could definitely be awkward. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dad treated 2010-01-23 04:04 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, this is why I keep bouncing back and forth. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 04:09 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Well, Whatever happens, Sam, I'm here when you need me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dad treated 2010-01-23 04:13 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 04:27 am UTC (link)
	Now wish me luck, I'm going to talk with Sophie after my meeting tonight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dad treated 2010-01-23 04:32 am UTC (link)
	Good luck. I'm here if you need me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 05:13 am UTC (link)
	Thanks, Sam. I'll see you Sunday. And I'm here of you need me before that, and I'll call on you if things go badly with Sophie. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dad treated 2010-01-23 05:15 am UTC (link)
	You can call me if they go well, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 05:17 am UTC (link)
	That's true. And that's what I'm hoping for. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Nate worstactressevr 2010-01-23 03:14 am UTC (link)
	We can talk. We can always talk, you know that. Just let me know when. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Sophie sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:16 am UTC (link)
	Tonight? After my meeting? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nate worstactressevr 2010-01-23 03:17 am UTC (link)
	Sure. Just tell me when and where. I'll get there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sophie sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:18 am UTC (link)
	Sam's not home, so how about my place, about 10:30? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nate worstactressevr 2010-01-23 03:19 am UTC (link)
	Not surprising... he's moved in with me, I think, though he went away for the weekend. I'll be there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sophie sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:22 am UTC (link)
	He tells me he's coming home when he gets back. We talked about things. He's a good kid. How did I get such a smart, level headed, good kid? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nate worstactressevr 2010-01-23 03:56 am UTC (link)
	Just proof he's from a different reality, so far as I can tell... No idea how anyone ended up well adjusted near any of us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sophie sassdoesnthelp 2010-01-23 03:58 am UTC (link)
	That is definitely the truth. Eliot turned out okay, too. More or less. Of course he grew up without my influence. Sam and I are going to tell him, together. (Reply to this) (Parent)