I couldn't follow a word of that last thing you said, but it's really good that you have a great family. My foster family sucked. Probably still do suck, but at least they don't have me there to be assholes around anymore. Talk about guilt trips daily. If it weren't for them, you know, I would have lived in an orphanage, or worse, stayed with my druggie bioparents, which you know what? I would have traded back to the druggies. Foster mom was a nag, and foster dad was... yeah.