Sophie
I'm working toward that, yes. I slipped. It was a terrible mistake, but I'd like to think I can manage it, and salvage my relationships.
I don't know, Sophie. I tried to talk to Sam, but he's understandably mad at me. I don't know what to do about Eliot. Or Lindsey. I don't even know how to process this, how am I supposed to tell Eliot, after all this time, that he's my son? Have you read the file on Lindsey? The hell those boys went through, and I never knew. I was young, but I never would have left them to fend for themselves like that, if I had known. "I didn't know" will never make up for that.