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Jess Mariano [Gilmore Girls] (ex_whatismuc900) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-02-13 18:03:00

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jess mariano, rory gilmore

[Rory]: Look, I know this isn't going to do much, and after this I don't expect you to ever speak to me again, but I wanted to say it, anyway.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for all the shit that went down, okay? For skipping out on you, without telling you . . . I just couldn't say goodbye to you. I couldn't take it. I loved you too much. Still do.

So . . . I guess that's it. That's all there really is to say.

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	Jess missgilmore 2008-02-14 12:13 am UTC (link)
	What did you just say? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Rory ex_whatismuc900 2008-02-14 12:13 am UTC (link)
	Which part? I'm sorry? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess missgilmore 2008-02-14 12:15 am UTC (link)
	No. A question and two sentences after that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rory ex_whatismuc900 2008-02-14 12:19 am UTC (link)
	Oh. I loved you, Rory. I still do . . . I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Rory missgilmore 2008-02-14 12:27 am UTC (link)
	You love me and yet you left me. I know that you're sorry, Jess...but you still left me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rory ex_whatismuc900 2008-02-14 12:30 am UTC (link)
	And I can't fix that. I get it, really. I just wanted to get it out, while I still could. I don't expect you to suddenly do a 180 and come back to me. I'm not that stupid or naive. But I had to say it, nevertheless. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess missgilmore 2008-02-14 12:32 am UTC (link)
	I just don't know right now, Jess. I don't know if I want us or if I can even trust us again. All the things I want out of you are things you can't seem to give me and that hurts me so much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Rory

ex_whatismuc900
2008-02-14 12:46 am UTC (link)

I don't expect you to . . . I'm not asking you to, Rory. I'm not even asking you to care. I'm not asking you for anything, here.

I'm not begging you to take me back. I don't want to hurt you like that. I just want you to know I'm sorry for what happened. I meant what I said, though. After this, you don't even have to acknowledge I'm alive, but I just wanted to get this all out, first.

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	Jess missgilmore 2008-02-14 12:56 am UTC (link)
	I wish it was different. I wish you never left. I needed you, Jess. I can't stress that enough. As for forgiving you? I don't even know that much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rory ex_whatismuc900 2008-02-14 07:09 am UTC (link)
	I can't really say anything else to that, Rory . . . Right. Okay, then. I guess that's everything. (Reply to this) (Parent)