I'm back at my apartment in New York City. I just couldn't stay in the Hamptons at the mansion anymore. And somehow my place here magically has a fully stocked nursery for John.
I have a baby now, Rob. This is fucking insane. My little brother is 15 months old and now he's got no mom or dad. What the hell do I do?
And bring dessertS. Plural. Cheesecake, Tiramisu, truffles, creme brulee. All of it. I need sugar overload. I just can't imagine the rest of my life without them, you know? Even Captain Dad's ship Cherry is gone. She could have helped me deal with John.
I don't like the idea of being immortal, Rob. I'm either going to watch everyond I care about leave or I'm going to outlive everybody I love. even you