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Tweak says, "may the force be with you"

Sindre Luzzu Skwigelf (24sevendisplay) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2009-10-04 04:39:00

Entry tags:

annorah winchester, antigone grace, dani winchester, sable harris, sam winchester, sindre

I liiiied. Gosh you people, you think I'd follow through with something I said when I was drunk. I'm not a total idiot. :P

I love Danielle. And if her pappa approves, I'll marry her one day.

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	wnchestrgeekboy 2009-10-04 01:26 pm UTC (link)
	YOU. You need to MAKE UP YOUR MIND. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	daniwithani 2009-10-04 07:04 pm UTC (link)
	Leave him alone, Uncle Sam. He's my boyfriend, not yours. Part of the reason that he left is that he's scared of you and Dad. So you're not helping. I know you think you are, but please. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani wnchestrgeekboy 2009-10-04 07:41 pm UTC (link)
	Dani... I'm just trying to.. Okay. If that's what you need than, okay. I'll butt out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Uncle Sam daniwithani 2009-10-04 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	He was an idiot, but I did stupid stuff before too. I love him. I want to marry him someday. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani wnchestrgeekboy 2009-10-04 10:19 pm UTC (link)
	So one bad turn deserves another? Look, I'm sorry. I just don't want to see you hurt. I'll respect your wishes, Dee... but don't think you deserve this hurt because you made a mistake once before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Uncle Sam daniwithani 2009-10-04 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	He and I talked. I understand why he did what he did. It's not that one bad turn deserves another, it's that neither of us are good at talking, so we do stupid, "noble" bullshit. But now that we have talked, I'm really hopeful. I don't expect you guys to not be mad at him, but I do want you all to get to know him and someday love him too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	24sevendisplay 2009-10-05 02:22 am UTC (link)
	Mister Sam, I'm sorry I hurt your niece. But um. Drunk. It's a bad excuse. I'll make up for it. Don't worry, I'm not a bad person, I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	anniegirl 2009-10-04 03:14 pm UTC (link)
	I don't speak for my sister most of the time, but I'm pretty sure you blew it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	daniwithani 2009-10-04 07:05 pm UTC (link)
	Annie. He didn't. He and I go together. Please, don't scare him off? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani anniegirl 2009-10-04 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	... Fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Annie daniwithani 2009-10-04 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	I know you think this is a bad choice. I get that. But Annie, I love him. I want to marry him someday too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani anniegirl 2009-10-04 07:12 pm UTC (link)
	He hurt you like it was nothing. I think you're naive, but I'm not going to ever bring it up again if you don't want me to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Annie daniwithani 2009-10-04 07:13 pm UTC (link)
	And I did the same thing to him before, too. We're even now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani anniegirl 2009-10-04 07:14 pm UTC (link)
	I don't understand you. I've got a date. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Annie daniwithani 2009-10-04 09:08 pm UTC (link)
	Finally! We have to go out for icecream and gossip when you're done. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Sindre anniegirl 2009-10-04 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	Apparently she's going to take your dumb ass back. I am not in favor of this. To hurt her so CASUALLY? Really? Someone you LOVE or say you love? Don't fucking do it again. Or I will shoot you and I am not kidding, Sin. She's probably going to scream at me for saying this, but I really don't care. Right now you SHOULD be scared of us. Or at least ME. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Annorah 24sevendisplay 2009-10-05 01:36 am UTC (link)
	Please kindly stay out of it. I'm not dating you, Annorah, I'm dating Dani. You may be twins but I can tell which one of you I've slept with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sindre anniegirl 2009-10-05 01:43 am UTC (link)
	I promised Dani I wouldn't hurt you. Because SHE is the one whose opinion I care about. You're a worthless little chickenshit who only has her back because she's got a heart way too good for her. In other words: You fucking go to hell, you spineless piece of shit. And don't you dare tell me what to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Annorah

24sevendisplay
2009-10-05 01:50 am UTC (link)

I can tell you what to do when it concerns just her and me and not you and the rest of your overreacting, scary as hell family. You think you can solve everything by violence and it really ticks me off. Haven't any of you heard about talking things through?

And I know, for the record, that you've done stupid things when you were drunk, so don't you even try to convince me that you're little miss perfect, yourself, Annorah Winchester.

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Sindre

anniegirl
2009-10-05 01:55 am UTC (link)

See, this is what really hurts ME, not just Dani. You treated my sister like shit. And you're talking shit about my family when you don't even know us. My mom is friends with your mom, for fuck's sake. If you think we're scary, you couldn't get to know us before jumping to conclusions? It's really mean. And unfair. If you don't hurt us or ours, you have nothing to fear from my family. To say nothing of the fact that you do not know fuck all about what my dad and mom have gone through, to say nothing of my uncle. You ever try "talking things out" with a demon? My grandfather made a deal with a demon to go to hell to save my father's life, Sindre. We kill or are killed. It's how life was. How it still WOULD be if it weren't for the superwhatevers in this world.

Before you hurt my sister, I didn't have a problem with you. I thought you were nice, but then you did something really cruel. And I don't expect you to understand when I say this, but we're twins. When she's upset, I hurt. She was as upset as I have ever seen her, because for some reason she loves your flighty ass. That makes me angry, because she does not deserve to have someone hurt her like that. And the people that do, go on my list until they work themselves off.

You don't have to impress me, even if you wanted to, but don't you dare expect me to stop looking out for my twin sister. Cause I won't. I don't think I could, even if I wanted to.

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Annorah

24sevendisplay
2009-10-05 02:11 am UTC (link)

See, didn't that make more sense than threatening me?
You weren't born THERE, you were born HERE. You have no reason or right to treat me like one of your ghosts or demons or whateverthefucks you go out and fight with her all the time and threaten me instead of trying to talk to me like a person. I know I hurt her and I cried all day about it. If she didn't come over to pick up her stuff, I never would have gotten a chance to explain myself and tell her how I feel for real. She understands that I was scared because as opposed to you and she, your pappa and uncle and the rest of your family need to remember they can't treat people like they treat demons or ghosts or monsters. Sometimes people make mistakes.

I know I hurt her. I'm going to fix that. I can't take care of her like I want to take care of her. I'm a broke artist, and I don't want to have to rely on my family or hers to keep us afloat. I want to see her do better than I did and actually get through school instead of drop out. I want to make sure she gets into med school and becomes the pathowhatever she said, the person that looks at stuff. So Annie, I got drunk. I got drunk and scared, and wanted to make sure she had a better chance at it because although she thinks I'm too good for her I know better than that because she deserves better. I took her back because I love her and want her to be happy. I know I don't deserve her but if she's happy with me, and I'm happy with her, how much pain can be there?

Sorry I hurt you too, Annorah. I'll make up for that, too. But you need to remember that I can't be treated like a spooky thing. I'm not a boogeyman.

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Sindre

anniegirl
2009-10-05 02:21 am UTC (link)

You act like being defensive and close is something my family, especially my grandfather, can just turn off. They lived in essentially a never-ending war, in a world where everyone thought my family was insane. My grandmother was murdered by a demon, and that kind of siege life was how they lived until they came here. That's not something you flip a switch on. Winchesters would die for each other, and it's not easy, especially for my dad, to realise that isn't really necessary anymore. We're not a close family to piss off other people, Sin.

If you had, I don't know, had a fight about something stupid, or broken up after a real talk, or whatever, I'd have stayed out of it. Dani's a big girl. I know that. But it's different if she's, for lack of a better word, attacked. I want to attack whatever's hurting her, and if you ask her, she'd say she'd do the same thing for me. And that's not something she and I do to be insular, it's not something we do to scare off people. It's in our blood.

I have no idea if you can be what she wants or what you want because I don't know you as well as my sister does. There's nothing wrong with trying to make it work. But my sister means more to me than anyone else in the entire world, with the possible exception of my parents, and I couldn't stop protecting her and defending her even if I wanted to. It's a product of how my family has had to live that our first reaction is defensive and violent. We're learning, but that's all I can promise you right now.

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	Annorah 24sevendisplay 2009-10-05 02:28 am UTC (link)
	Try a little more, okay? I'm not a bad guy. Can I ask you to go to a museum so we can talk in person? I don't like talking through internet words. It's so impersonal and cold and icky. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sindre anniegirl 2009-10-05 02:29 am UTC (link)
	I have a date tonight, but yeah, sometime soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Annorah 24sevendisplay 2009-10-05 02:39 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. And I'm sorry I badmouthed your family. But you threatened to shoot me, you big meaniepants :P (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sindre anniegirl 2009-10-05 03:02 am UTC (link)
	I won't pretend we're normal; most people don't get so attached to family. Still. And incidentally, unless you like, got her knocked up and left her or something, I'd probably just scream at you and kick you really, really hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Annorah

24sevendisplay
2009-10-05 03:07 am UTC (link)

I can't get her pregnant anyway, and I don't want kids, ew. So don't worry about that. And you know my family is far from normal too, I mean look at us. My pappa's going on tour and he looks really super young and my sorta-uncle too. And then there's all my uncle's family and my brother who isn't my brother for real (He gives hugs and smells nice!) and Cassie and christ, this is really confusing for me.

So you know what? I hope you have a real good date, and tomorrow if you're up for it, I'm going to take you and Danielle out for a picnic in Southern France, and then to a museum, just 'cause.

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	ex_sable973 2009-10-04 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	You're not doing yourself any favors right now, sweet-cheeks. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	daniwithani 2009-10-04 09:15 pm UTC (link)
	Leave him alone. Christ. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_sable973 2009-10-05 01:44 am UTC (link)
	Seriously? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daniwithani 2009-10-05 02:55 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, seriously. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani ex_sable973 2009-10-05 02:57 am UTC (link)
	But... he hurt you. He's making it sound like it was some kinda joke. What happened? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sable daniwithani 2009-10-05 03:08 am UTC (link)
	We talked. Something he and I should do more anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dani

ex_sable973
2009-10-05 03:28 am UTC (link)

And that's it?

Hey, Dani, I know I've only known you a couple days, so if you tell me to shove off, that's your right... but I like you. I look after people I like. I KNOW you've got other people who've known you a lot longer and have more reason than I do to give a damn what he does. This guy breaks your heart then waves it off like it was some cute little kid's prank... They've got a right to be mad at him for hurting someone they love.

It doesn't really look like he respects you all that much if he can be that unrepentant about what he did.

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	Sable daniwithani 2009-10-05 04:53 am UTC (link)
	I like you too. He's trying to laugh something off that he knows is huge. If he didn't know it was huge, I wouldn't be so forgiving. It's less that he's being hurtful and more that he's not very good at communicating this sort of thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani ex_sable973 2009-10-05 04:56 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes it's better to tell someone what they're doing wrong and help them fix it than to make excuses for them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sable daniwithani 2009-10-05 05:03 am UTC (link)
	I'm trying to help him fix it. Yeah, he looks like an ass right now. But we're working on it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani ex_sable973 2009-10-05 05:10 am UTC (link)
	So tell people that. No one knows that until you do, y'know? So until then, everyone's going to assume he's being a dick to you and you're letting him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sable daniwithani 2009-10-05 05:17 am UTC (link)
	I'm telling them one on one. I'm not a whole community sharer type of girl. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dani

ex_sable973
2009-10-05 05:26 am UTC (link)

I'm not saying you need to have your relationship out in public. But see, baby, you don't need to let anyone treat you in a way that even gives people an IMPRESSION they're not respecting you. And he's really not, when he says things the way he did, all dismissive and shit -- and it's because even though whatever your relationship is like really isn't anyone's business but yours and his, the people who love you and don't want to see you hurt are part of who you are. If he can't respect them enough to give them some kind of demonstration that he wasn't just jerking THEIR chains by fucking with you, he doesn't respect you. That doesn't even mean he has to get along with them all in private -- but in public, when he disrespects people you care about in front of you, that's really not cool.

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	Sable daniwithani 2009-10-05 05:32 am UTC (link)
	I think I understand what you just said. Look, I really do appreciate the advice, but still. I'm going to handle it my way. I'm sorry. Just let it be said that he and I talked and things are a lot better than you think they are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani ex_sable973 2009-10-05 05:49 am UTC (link)
	...okay. If you say so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sable daniwithani 2009-10-05 05:51 am UTC (link)
	I do. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	antigone_grace 2009-10-05 01:52 pm UTC (link)
	SOME of us can hide you in places they don't think of to look for bodies. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	24sevendisplay 2009-10-05 02:13 pm UTC (link)
	What the heck do you people want me to do, write a formal apology? Christ, she and I talked things through and I apologized and she accepted my apology. The end. No more scary family people please. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	antigone_grace 2009-10-05 02:16 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, come on. I had to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	24sevendisplay 2009-10-05 02:21 pm UTC (link)
	At least with you I knew it had to be a joke. I was thinking gosh, a Greek Goddess yelling at me for a drunken mistake IRONY THERE. Don't make me come at you with some... What is it that Greek Goddesses are repelled by again? Was it Yew? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	antigone_grace 2009-10-06 04:20 am UTC (link)
	No. And be nicest to me. (Reply to this) (Parent)