There are techniques my people have for accessing hidden memories, opening pathways of the mind that have been hidden or locked away. I have used it successfully in the past with humans to uncover pieces of their minds that have been manipulated beyond their ability to retrieve themselves, or to heal.
I would be willing to attempt to employ these techniques with you, but you must first be aware that there is always the possibility of a danger. I have practiced this on humans often enough to be certain that the risk from the process by default is not significant, but no member of my race has practiced this enough times to be able to calculate the risk to any individual. There are many variables, particularly in the question of how your memories were repressed, and by whom, and whether they put in place any form of barrier or "booby-trap" against their recovery.
If you are willing to accept that there may be a risk, I am willing to attempt to aid you.