Cassidy Turner (1stbornextreme) wrote in undertherainbow, @ 2009-06-01 16:04:00 |
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A while back, you gave me some advice regarding my relationship(s). I've found that of all the advice I've been given, yours was what helped the most in the past month or so. Thank you so much for that, Gigi.
But now here's the part I whine, because that's what I do. I know that in a few years, Soren will be wanting to raise a kid with me. This um. Well, it's basically biologically impossible due to matching plumbing and all, but we know someone who can mix-match DNA to create a baby for us. The only issue with this is well... She can't use mine. Something's blocking her from it. I'm the last of my line, and I don't want to be. I've come to accept it for the most part, but it just wouldn't be fair to Soren. So a little advice to get me over it would help a lot right now.
I'm not asking for a miracle, you know I don't work like that. I just want to be able to find a way to get over my own inability to reproduce. It's got to be a Masculinity Manly Man thing or something because I know logically it's fine, but in my heart, it just strains.
I hope life is beautiful for you, Gigi.